getting my new flogger

Our resident expert flogger maker "happynleather" is bringing me my flogger to our RollaKinksters munch this Saturday!!!!
I am psyched!!
Heavy suede in a wine color... mmmmmm....
who am I going to test it out on????

As soon as I have a picture of it, I'll be putting it up on my website:

www.TheGrottoOfMaeve.com

Thursday before 4th of July!!

I hope it's going to be a busy weekend.... all of you pervs out there.... I'm on the Leather Loveline Friday, Saturday and Sunday!!

Let's talk about your fantasies and fetishes!

what a weekend

Mom's staying the weekend... oy vey... someone save me! LOL

Peace

Let the Goddess grant you peace, Ed, Farrah and poor confused MJ

Welcome Wednesday!

Middle of the week of the last week of June.. already?!? Only 6 days left... wow... what has happened...? My mind thinks it's May still.

Anyway... you know how I thought the dog/fence problem was fixed? he said... HAHA Mom... I found another way out... so I "jerry rigged" it till I can get back to Lowe's and buy something to keep the fence attached to the ground, yes, he burrowed under it... yes, all 150 lbs of him got through a hole the size of a watermellon!!

Enough about him... Supposed to go to a play party this weekend... might be wild.. I'll keep you informed all about it!

The weekend

Well, it was an interesting weekend as far as work goes... some fun calls!!!

I got the fence fixed!!! YAYYYY Now the big lug can't get out.
Now I just have to put the poles in and put up more fence so they have more room!
LOL... It's' never ending out here in the country..

Let's hope the week to come has more calls and some interesting topics!

Friday!!!

oh like it matters... I work all week long!! But hopefully I will be rid of the foster dog on Sunday.
It's 92 degrees out... ouch and the heat index has to be at least 96 degrees!!!

My big dog has made his own door in the backyard fence. he's pulled the fence away from the house and just goes in and out whenever he wants... la ti da... he doens't go anywhere... just lays in other parts of the yard guarding and lounging.
Went to Lowes today, got one of those 4x4 treated posts, and one of those spike things that it fits into once you pound the spike thing into the ground. I can't get the spike thing all the way into the ground!!! There's still about 10 " to go! I don't have a sledge hammer, although if I had one I probably couldn't pick it up!!! But once it's in, the fence will be anchored to that.... let's see him get outta there! I'm also claiming more of the yard for the fenced in part, so I had to buy those stakes you see holding up barbed wire for cows and horses... ROFL... except I put a welded wire fence up on it. Eventually they will have a 100'x30' fenced in area.

Once the foster dog is gone, I'm going to start looking for another greyhound.... I miss the 2 that I had and want another one. If you want to learn about my greyhounds go to www.greytway.com and click on DOGS, it's about 2/3 of the way down the page.

I thought we were going to have a kinky sleepover Sat night... but come to find out it's a vanilla sleepover because the kiddo's will be there... guess I'll keep my ass home and watch some movies if the dtv doesn't come in... rofl

so this is my long drawn out blog... I think I have some kinky stuff to write either later tonight or tomorrow!!! I promise!

Thursday...

Too many things going on today... none of it much fun!

I'm looking forward to the weekend, although they are calling for storms tomorrow!

Anyone want to join me in 95 degree heat with 101 heat index? might be higher, not sure!

Sad news today...

The foster dog killed one of my kittens today. I held her in my arms and watched her die... it was one of the saddest things I've ever had happen to me. I couldn't get his mouth open so he'd drop her. It's a 75 lb standard poodle, but he had jaws like a damm pitbull. I got my finger caught in there and it's all black and blue.
I'm going to bury the kitten tomorrow. She was a sweet little calico with green eyes. Her name was Menue, La Femme Menue which means the little girl in french.
I have one kitten left, she is solid black with gold eyes... her name is Taboo.
This dog is leaving by Sunday, he can't stay in my house.

Things will get better... just a sad day... Au revoir Menue

subbies subbies subbies...

oh yes, I love them truly.... until they get on my nerves... yes my darlings, it happens!!!

Do we really have to tell you EVERYTHING to do??? Sorry, but I have more to do with my time than to tell you when to go to the bathroom!!!

We set a schedule, so stick with it... someone send me someone with some common sense please!!!

my dogs... sigh

The big dog in the pictures on my webpage and at Fetlife, Lance, my guard dog has this habit of just taking his big paw and pushing on the side stormdoor and POP, it opens for him and he goes running around our small town checking out all of the other dogs. Usually out for a couple of hours. I can't catch him with my bad knee... and he runs pretty fast for 150lbs.

Soooo.... I went to Lowes and got a gate latch... heavy duty thing. Put that sucker on today and tada! noboday is opening it except me! I'm going to have to do the same thing on the outside of the door because if I go out he just does it again... so I'll be able to latch it outside too...

Wow... talk about a boring blog... sorry... I think that is the excitement for the day!

Saturday's fun

Well... it's been a hoot around here today!
Buster (the 75lb foster - standard poodle) chased the 2 kittens under the bed for the 50th time... you should hear them go at it!
Lance (150lb newfoundland/lab cross) decided he needed to get into the kingsize bed with me while I was reading. Needless to say, he didn't want the other side of the bed, he wanted to lay practically on top of me. Man, it was just too hot for that!

I took it easy today, not much but a little laundry and I grilled myself a mean T-bone... it was about 1.5 inches thick... nice and rare the way I love it. I think my mouth had an orgasm with the first bite!
I watched 2 movies... lol.. talk about lazy day... first was Rob Roy, then later on I put on Alexander Revisited. That's the one with ALL the footage, including a shot of Colin Farrell's balls... ROFL... it was just sooo exciting (insert sarcasm). The dang thing is 2 discs long, so at the intermission I took a break and that's when I grilled my steak.
The dogs got treats with the fat from the steak, then they kept eyeing the bone... nope, no cooked bones for doggies!
Now I'm online and not sure what to do with myself... I may work on my website, or I may do nothing and go read some more of my book...
Can you tell that my tv's aren't picking up any stations? damn digital crap
ttys

Well, I have been rather neglectful in blogging...
So I have posted a rather large, neon yellow sign hanging from the side of my computer to remind me to do so...

Cross your fingers... LOL...

Maeve

Catching up!

I'm sorry that I have abandoned my blog for so long... got so busy here that I kind of forgot about it...
Things are busy in a good way.... I have a new sissy slave... well, I'll have her when she gets down here... it'll be a part-time thing. But do I have plans for her!
The first thing she will be required to get is a chastity device, I just have to decide which one....

There's your pervy update!

Maeve

A FemDom story...

I found this as I was hopscotching around the internet. I do not know the writer of the story, if someone knows, please tell me... I'd love to read more like this!!


My boyfriend & I have only been dating for a short while, & hadn't had sex until the other day for the first time. I was so disappointed in him, which is a shame, he is a beautiful man, & I expected a lot more from him. He fucked me from behind, which I like so much, but his little penis was not long at all, & he wasn't even hitting my g-spot! I put my leg up on the kitchen counter, hoping that if I tilted a bit, spread myself open wide, maybe I could feel something.....still nothing!! This pissed me off greatly, & I stopped him, to get a better look at his penis, to see what the problem was. I should have taken more time making out with him, feeling him up. I would have known not to bother with him, such a tiny little thing. Too late now, I thought, maybe a different position.....As I was staring at his package, I told him he was going to have to make good use of what he had to please me, & that I was no longer going to be doing any of the work, so he'd better get more creative if he was to please me at all...I could see he was unhappy to hear this, as he had been so excited when I told him I wanted to fuck his brains out. I knew he had wanted me badly, but he had been so polite & helpful & patient, he never would have asked me to do such things, little did he know what was on my mind from the beginning...what a shame. He tried to keep his manly stance & stare on me, waiting to hear if I was joking. I was not. And his hesitancy, only made me more angry. I pinched the inside of his thigh quickly, right near his tiny balls, pulling my fingers away sharply, saying, "Do not disappoint me. I'm waiting." He quickly responded, picking me up off of the floor, carrying me to the other room, & held me up high, pumping my pussy, holding my body up, my legs spread out, flexing my pussy to feel.......still nothing! That position should have been amazing, it should have been the best ever, now it's ruined. It was all his fault, & my anger was consuming me. How dare he try to impress me with that little pitiful excuse for a penis! He shouldn't have even spoke to me in the first place!I ordered him to stop, & put me down. I told him how disappointed I was in him, & that I was going to have to punish him now for putting me through this absolute torture of being poked with a "pinky finger". He was to lay down on the bed on his back & spread his legs. I inspected him thoroughly, the way I should have in the first place. Noting again what tiny little balls to match his tiny little penis. I explained to him that I like him a lot, but this attempt at fucking me was an absolute failure. "I will keep you around for whatever else you are good at, & we will need to find what you are good at." With that, I sat on his face, facing his feet, to see his penis jump & dance, so happy, yet so upset & yearning to be touched. But I wouldn't touch it, not yet, I wanted his full concentration on the task I gave him. He licked me well, & I stayed on his face for some time. Seemed like forever to his tiny member, I watched & was quite happy with the show. I was even more happy with his tongue, & wasn't about to stop this entertaining position. I told him that I was pleased with his tongue, & as he continued to flick my clit, I then placed 1 hand around his penis. This contact was too much for him, & he stopped licking for just a moment. Hardly a second, but I noticed. "Do NOT stop licking cocky.....no matter what"I pulled his penis up onto his stomach & slapped his balls lightly, with a fast rhythm, which he may have been enjoying a bit, but he was nervous, not sure of my intentions. I could tell he wanted to say something about it, but he didn't stop licking....good boy.While I lightly slapped his little balls, I told him, "I fucked you, & I didn't come, this is unacceptable. Now you will make me come, & I will make you suffer."My slapping became more intense, slapping harder now. He started to whimper, & I was getting closer to coming from knowing he was so upset.Now he knows he may not get to come at all....not by me! I wasn't going to give that little cocky any satisfaction!I stopped slapping for a moment & gave a sharp pinch to 1 thigh, WOW! A rush went through me as I heard him grunt in pain....still licking....good boy....mmmmm....I couldn't hold back anymore, started pinching his thighs, one at a time, not very hard, but enough to get a reaction. It was making me come. I pinched & pinched, & rubbed my pussy against his face.....I came so hard! Good boy.....I told him now he could have something from me....I changed position, sitting in front on his tiny package, so as to look at his face. I told him he had better not move, or I will start pinching again. He nodded in compliance. I wet his penis, licking my hand & stroking him....it wasn't hard to do, I could use 2 fingers & get the job done....it would've been easy to get him off. That would not be happening today. I stroked him, not saying a word, just staring at him, licking my lips, moving forward a bit to let him think that I may put that thing in my mouth....but I don't & I won't. Just as I suspected, he got very close to coming very quickly. I kept up the pace, stroking him.....broke my silence, saying, "...you are going to come?....lil cocky?....are you coming?....are you going to make a mess everywhere cocky?" This was too much for him....He cried out as he started to come, & I was happy for now the real torture! I stopped stroking immediately, & held his hands down to the bed over his head, whispering in his ear as he jerked in frustration, "that's what happens when I'm disappointed" He was grunting, & grimacing & I could tell he was not happy at all that his orgasm was interrupted so soon. He wanted to be angry, I could tell...but he knows. He knows that he didn't get me off, so he knows he deserved that from me. He couldn't argue. I laughed as I looked to see the only drop of sperm he was allowed to spurt out. I playfully dipped my finger in it....wiping it across his lips. I got dressed....I left, & on my way out, as he was still shocked & hazy from what had occurred. I told him I'd call when I needed something.

Next Toy

I have this lovingly worn black leather belt that is braided leather. It makes a wonderful collar and leash all in one...

I can be used on ANY part of the body.... even as a cock leash... it'll get that small for you boys with tiny weenies!

Toy of the day!

I forgot and am behind!!

Here's a fun pervertable!

A nice rubber coated Ping Pong paddle! it has little ridges in it to grasp the ball... just think of the marks it'll leave on your behind!!!

chilly, rainy, saturday...

Here in Missouri it is 38 degrees, raining and very dreary. My 150 lb dog, Lance is afraid of thunder... yes... he's under my desk as I am typing! He'll guard me and the house, but if there's thunder he's a pussy cat.
If it drops much more we may have snow! It's been too warm and the ground is too wet for it to stick, unless of course it's like 5" of the stuff... ACK

So I've had a nice peaceful morning. Was up at 8, talked with my other-half and then decided to go back to sleep... LOL... and got up at 10.

So I'm primed for a deluge of phone calls today! If you call, you'll never know what to expect!

a rippled body, pink and new
never touched by strong willed hands
wanting...
yearning...
yet not sure of what's to come

Voluptuous, thick and beautiful
perfect for sexy marks all along it
feeling warm...
feeling wet...
I warm my hands by rubbing them together

you hear the sounds, but don't understand
the anticipation grows inside
wanting...
yearning...
the first touch is soft and sensual

rubbing all around, finding just the right spot
you have a feeling of what comes next
slap...
sting...
a fire in the hot air

you feel the size of my hand,
the heat that seems to grow
finally...
feeling...
what you've been waiting for

my hand works hard
the paddle works harder,
different...
nastier...
wow... how the heat grows

you plead, "please Mistress"spank me no more,
I can not take it
I smile...
I know...
your limit has not yet been reached

I lightly rub the spot with a piece of soft fur
your body shivers, not knowing what it is
soothing...
tickling...
Suddenly a smack out of nowhere

you plead again for mercy from me
I do not answer you this time
wanting...
yearning...
I feel it is time to end

what a beautiful sight
a butt nice and ripe
lightly...
touching...
reassuring you it's allright


Maeve 3/35/09

The night I met you...

I'm the support group leader welcoming in all of the new people to the group. Our eyes meet and I smile. Going around introducing everyone, When I get to you, you shyly smile and say that you are new to the lifestyle, but it's something you've wondered about for years and that you think you are a submissive, oh, and you think you are bisexual.
Smile... I go on around the room until everyone has introduced themselves. We have our regular 2 hour meeting with 45 mins worth of education, then it's Show-n-Tell for the rest of the night. We have wonderfully inventive people in our group. Several people bringing in things they've made themselves, or at least pictures of the "BIG" items. Everyone is having a good time and swapping ideas.
A few of the "impliments" are tried out on willing subjects with glee. You shyly ask if I would try out the flogger that I made on you. Of course it's not on naked skin, but you can feel the sensuous rhythm building up... you start moaning.. entering sub-space. Unaware of the people around us the rhythm heats up, you are stretched out on the back of a cushy chair. Your hands grasp the arms of the chair tighter and tighter.... mmmmm... oh yeah... you got it... come on, let it go...Wow.. did you ever let go!
Then as we reenter the world we realize that everyone is watching us... intensely looking at us. I think we had a few turned on people in the room. We saw each other a few times after that... always at the meetings... but wow... what a memory!

I forgot to mention.... I have this little fascination with early porn/kink... I have an entire page dedicated to it!!

http://www.TheGrottoOfMaeve.com/pix-4.htm

visit the rest of the website if you haven't yet!!

MMMmmmm... I found a lovely piece of fur... have added it to my growing collection...

Isn't the feeling of fur wonderful on the skin after it's been flogged or even better paddled and spanked!?!?!

more toys and thoughts

a nice wooden paddle... smaller so that it can fit in the tighter spaces... sanded smooth so there aren't any splinters, but I still need to polycoat it to a nice high shine

I took a nice walk with my dog, Lance. It's beautiful today... 66 degrees right now, sun is out shining... spring is in the air...

a nice time for some spankings outside!

toy bag

I think I'll start listing the things that are in my toy bag... since I've taken it out of the closet and am adding to it...

1st thing..... ooooo.... a neuro wheel... ya know the rolly tool with all of the spikes on it?? my neurologist looked at me funny when I said I have one!!! can you imagine?

Went to my sister's farm today... we took some pictures at the lake. I'll be putting them on my website soon, promise!

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Within days I will be back on the phone lines at PEP. It's funny how everything is coming back to me. I have missed my family, but it was a decade that was needed away from the scene. My daughter was growing up, my health was changing.

I know I've mentioned my health in other places, perhaps this is a good time to talk about it.
Physically, I have several conditions and many are related to each other. I have 3 Autoimmune disorders - Fibromyalgia, Psoriatic Arthritis (very similar to Rheumatoid) and the Psoriasis that goes with it. I also have Osteoarthritis and am hypothyroid. Put all of those together and you get someone whose bones and cartilage, muscles and tendons all work against each other. I was diagnosed with the fibro 8 years ago and the psoriatic arthritis 7 years ago. They are chronic pain conditions that I deal with every day. But the pain comes and goes, sort of like a rollercoaster. Prescription medicines only help so much, so much of it is my managing my pain.
There are also psychiatric disorders of bipolar and anxiety...those have been with me so long it's not even a big concern. These have been managed with a cocktail of drugs for a very long time. I'm a fairly even tempered person as far as "regular" life goes. This is my admission of life, and it will probably be the last time I speak of it. But I am an honest person and always will.

Now.... if you want to enter into the life of Maeve... you get a strong independent woman who knows what she wants, when she wants it! This is the person I was 10-15 years ago as Lady Maeve - Dominant and this is the person as Maeve that you see now.

I am a warrioress, a warrioress of the heart
I am Queen of the domain of myself
I am able to respond in all situations
From the knowledge of who I am.
My action are who I am, my beliefs are who I am,
All I do is who I am.
That which is outside of me stays outside of me
That which I choose to let in I own and acknowledge.
How can you be responsible if you do not own all aspects of yourself?
How can you be accountable without being Queen over your own domain?
How can you server your consort, your children, your community?

Said of Queene Maeve of Connacht

Yes, I know... it's taken 5 days for me to add to this blog... but it's been a busy week.

I had 2 doctors appointments and my sister went into the hospital for her bladder cancer. Added another Rx for me and my sister is doing ok so far.

Yes, I am a Domme, but I have a real life just like everyone else.

I am going back to work for PEP this weekend and am so very excited about it!

Now just who is going to be my first victim??? hmm... client

Virgin to my own Blog

Yes... of course I have a myspace page, but this is different... this is MAEVE'S HOT SPOT!!
So enjoy watching me POP my Cherry!!!

This wil be my most sacred of my Sacred Spaces.

Please feel free to post, as that is what I've created it for!