Toy of the day!

I forgot and am behind!!

Here's a fun pervertable!

A nice rubber coated Ping Pong paddle! it has little ridges in it to grasp the ball... just think of the marks it'll leave on your behind!!!

chilly, rainy, saturday...

Here in Missouri it is 38 degrees, raining and very dreary. My 150 lb dog, Lance is afraid of thunder... yes... he's under my desk as I am typing! He'll guard me and the house, but if there's thunder he's a pussy cat.
If it drops much more we may have snow! It's been too warm and the ground is too wet for it to stick, unless of course it's like 5" of the stuff... ACK

So I've had a nice peaceful morning. Was up at 8, talked with my other-half and then decided to go back to sleep... LOL... and got up at 10.

So I'm primed for a deluge of phone calls today! If you call, you'll never know what to expect!

a rippled body, pink and new
never touched by strong willed hands
wanting...
yearning...
yet not sure of what's to come

Voluptuous, thick and beautiful
perfect for sexy marks all along it
feeling warm...
feeling wet...
I warm my hands by rubbing them together

you hear the sounds, but don't understand
the anticipation grows inside
wanting...
yearning...
the first touch is soft and sensual

rubbing all around, finding just the right spot
you have a feeling of what comes next
slap...
sting...
a fire in the hot air

you feel the size of my hand,
the heat that seems to grow
finally...
feeling...
what you've been waiting for

my hand works hard
the paddle works harder,
different...
nastier...
wow... how the heat grows

you plead, "please Mistress"spank me no more,
I can not take it
I smile...
I know...
your limit has not yet been reached

I lightly rub the spot with a piece of soft fur
your body shivers, not knowing what it is
soothing...
tickling...
Suddenly a smack out of nowhere

you plead again for mercy from me
I do not answer you this time
wanting...
yearning...
I feel it is time to end

what a beautiful sight
a butt nice and ripe
lightly...
touching...
reassuring you it's allright


Maeve 3/35/09

The night I met you...

I'm the support group leader welcoming in all of the new people to the group. Our eyes meet and I smile. Going around introducing everyone, When I get to you, you shyly smile and say that you are new to the lifestyle, but it's something you've wondered about for years and that you think you are a submissive, oh, and you think you are bisexual.
Smile... I go on around the room until everyone has introduced themselves. We have our regular 2 hour meeting with 45 mins worth of education, then it's Show-n-Tell for the rest of the night. We have wonderfully inventive people in our group. Several people bringing in things they've made themselves, or at least pictures of the "BIG" items. Everyone is having a good time and swapping ideas.
A few of the "impliments" are tried out on willing subjects with glee. You shyly ask if I would try out the flogger that I made on you. Of course it's not on naked skin, but you can feel the sensuous rhythm building up... you start moaning.. entering sub-space. Unaware of the people around us the rhythm heats up, you are stretched out on the back of a cushy chair. Your hands grasp the arms of the chair tighter and tighter.... mmmmm... oh yeah... you got it... come on, let it go...Wow.. did you ever let go!
Then as we reenter the world we realize that everyone is watching us... intensely looking at us. I think we had a few turned on people in the room. We saw each other a few times after that... always at the meetings... but wow... what a memory!

I forgot to mention.... I have this little fascination with early porn/kink... I have an entire page dedicated to it!!

http://www.TheGrottoOfMaeve.com/pix-4.htm

visit the rest of the website if you haven't yet!!

MMMmmmm... I found a lovely piece of fur... have added it to my growing collection...

Isn't the feeling of fur wonderful on the skin after it's been flogged or even better paddled and spanked!?!?!

more toys and thoughts

a nice wooden paddle... smaller so that it can fit in the tighter spaces... sanded smooth so there aren't any splinters, but I still need to polycoat it to a nice high shine

I took a nice walk with my dog, Lance. It's beautiful today... 66 degrees right now, sun is out shining... spring is in the air...

a nice time for some spankings outside!

toy bag

I think I'll start listing the things that are in my toy bag... since I've taken it out of the closet and am adding to it...

1st thing..... ooooo.... a neuro wheel... ya know the rolly tool with all of the spikes on it?? my neurologist looked at me funny when I said I have one!!! can you imagine?

Went to my sister's farm today... we took some pictures at the lake. I'll be putting them on my website soon, promise!

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Within days I will be back on the phone lines at PEP. It's funny how everything is coming back to me. I have missed my family, but it was a decade that was needed away from the scene. My daughter was growing up, my health was changing.

I know I've mentioned my health in other places, perhaps this is a good time to talk about it.
Physically, I have several conditions and many are related to each other. I have 3 Autoimmune disorders - Fibromyalgia, Psoriatic Arthritis (very similar to Rheumatoid) and the Psoriasis that goes with it. I also have Osteoarthritis and am hypothyroid. Put all of those together and you get someone whose bones and cartilage, muscles and tendons all work against each other. I was diagnosed with the fibro 8 years ago and the psoriatic arthritis 7 years ago. They are chronic pain conditions that I deal with every day. But the pain comes and goes, sort of like a rollercoaster. Prescription medicines only help so much, so much of it is my managing my pain.
There are also psychiatric disorders of bipolar and anxiety...those have been with me so long it's not even a big concern. These have been managed with a cocktail of drugs for a very long time. I'm a fairly even tempered person as far as "regular" life goes. This is my admission of life, and it will probably be the last time I speak of it. But I am an honest person and always will.

Now.... if you want to enter into the life of Maeve... you get a strong independent woman who knows what she wants, when she wants it! This is the person I was 10-15 years ago as Lady Maeve - Dominant and this is the person as Maeve that you see now.

I am a warrioress, a warrioress of the heart
I am Queen of the domain of myself
I am able to respond in all situations
From the knowledge of who I am.
My action are who I am, my beliefs are who I am,
All I do is who I am.
That which is outside of me stays outside of me
That which I choose to let in I own and acknowledge.
How can you be responsible if you do not own all aspects of yourself?
How can you be accountable without being Queen over your own domain?
How can you server your consort, your children, your community?

Said of Queene Maeve of Connacht

Yes, I know... it's taken 5 days for me to add to this blog... but it's been a busy week.

I had 2 doctors appointments and my sister went into the hospital for her bladder cancer. Added another Rx for me and my sister is doing ok so far.

Yes, I am a Domme, but I have a real life just like everyone else.

I am going back to work for PEP this weekend and am so very excited about it!

Now just who is going to be my first victim??? hmm... client

Virgin to my own Blog

Yes... of course I have a myspace page, but this is different... this is MAEVE'S HOT SPOT!!
So enjoy watching me POP my Cherry!!!

This wil be my most sacred of my Sacred Spaces.

Please feel free to post, as that is what I've created it for!